Monday, January 28, 2013

Mistress part 2


He invokes emotion
I ride the waves of his body
His steady
Rocking back and forward
Motion
His love potion
9
Right now he's mine
All mine

A flame sparks
Passion ignites
We never finish
What we start
Our love continues
From day to dark

Night
Until daylight
He now goes
To his home
I go to my home
I'm home alone
He’s in his comfort zone
His domain
I’m alone laying
Hearing the memories
Of him calling me his baby
He's back with his number one lady
betraying

And then there was me

Breakthrough


Life stories
Light stories
My stories
I write my stories
My journeys
Took me places
New and familiar faces
I'm dream chasin

I lay claim
to save
the last of the good
within me
often misunderstood

I lay claim
To hold onto
The good that is left in me
Kept in me
While outside elements
Want to taint me
So, they shout their glories
Consumed with my demise
their victories
Succeeding over me
To smother my dreams
Keep my dreams 
From breathing

My life isn't perfect
But
it has deep meaning
I lived through 
Loss and gain
Love and pain
Struggle and peace 
Chaos then it cease
I'm still breathing
My life has deep meaning

As I go to sleep

Why are cookies smaller?
Chip bags taller
With nothing but air
In them
Credit cards
with decreased spending limits
Bank accounts
with nothing in them

Oil and gas prices high
Living expenses high
Insurance high
No relief for the working poor
in sight

Why the rich minority
Doesn't extend help
To the working poor majority?
Honest people are shunned
Liars receive all glory

Morals are pushing up daisies
More abused women and babies
Ignorance spread like rabies
A virus
Wars in the news tire us
People on high
Make judgment calls
For people down low
Freedom doesn't ring
after all


All these thoughts
Run through my head
What action could I do?
What could be said?
To make a difference
 

Monday, January 21, 2013

Talking to myself in the mirror




Hi
It's nice to meet you!
Been a long time coming
I finally get to see you
I heard soo many rumors
I wonder if they are all true?
From people who said they cared for you
From those you never knew

Look at what you've grown into
Go you
You're beautiful
You're funny
You're not defined by money
Or what people say
You think your own way
You've paved your own way

Wait...
Don’t look away!
Don't be shy!
Mirrors never lie
Looking in my mirror in the morning
Observing my glory

Designer Perfume

If I could bottle up happiness
like a rare scent
Release its aroma
in a time of discontent

If I could uncap and spray
happiness on my neck, chest, and wrists
wherever I went
People would follow the trail of my scent

Who I am


Allow me to defined
By the peace I have in my mind
The role I play
The skin I live in
Where I am going
The places I have been
Let the walls talk
If they could
About my adventures
And my moods
And a life struggle
Of being misunderstood

Leave of absence


Take me away
Make me forget
The things which cloud my mind
With those grey areas
All my questions
Which I have no answers for

I want to escape
Where a coat of denial can be worn
So my thoughts can take warmth
From the cold elements of this world

Massage in my body
Pure thoughts and positive dreams
Of one day becoming
Who I was meant to be